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My youtube channel is featuring one of the many short stories from my new book :Transmission.
The full book is available on Amazon, you can order a copy today.
Full link to the website below.
http://clydesdale.brandcast.com/
I hope to see you there.

Book available now on amazon.

My first new release is now available online for purchase at amazon. It was a labor of love that you can now own. I know I have been talking about it for sometime, but now it is finally here. Get your copy today and enjoy.
Book 2 is scheduled to be released in the near future.
I have been very busy the last few weeks, getting everything ready. There will be more frequent updates now that the book is on the market and my schedule is more secure. Ill be posting again once I have the latest update on my work, and I hope to see you there.
http://www.amazon.com/dp/149517039X

Your University is a total joke.

I had to vent about this today, because it is another example of stupid people doing stupid shit.

You've failed so badly  Yale, and all the other ivy league shitholes.

 

 

Its hilarious to think you can have a civil debate, when you allow fascist to run wild around your fucking campus. You and the rest of the Ivy league schools are a national laughing stock and a joke. Yale, Harvard, and Princeton are all over priced  re-education camps for socialist doctrine and hate. All of the staff should be ashamed of themselves for allowing this garbage to continue to this point. You are no longer in control of the school, and this whole "white privilege" bullshit is on you. You are not educators, you are white washers of ideas. You have perpetuated this Maoist and communist weed to grow in your garden and now you will taste the rotten fruits which it produces. Shame on you universities, and shame on your wretched students who don't even have a brain in there skull or the will to use such organ.

You have sent the institutions of higher learning behind by almost 200 years with your spinelessness, and your willingness to participate in poisonous ideas. I hope that your institutions all go into financial ruin, because your reputation will never recover. This is the bullshit you have been teaching these brats that terrorize your campus. You created this mess, you need to deal with it, and I seriously hope that in about 2 years your buildings will all be empty and abandon.

There is no teacher or employee in your staff that can excuse this bullshit, and to attempt to excuse this debacle you have created is almost a second suicide shot in your face. You have been preaching this "anti-white" and "anti-American" shit for so long you idiots actually started to believe it.

I hope your happy Yale, and the rest of the shit hole universities out there. You are the first victim of your own stupidity, and though you deserve worst; the worst is yet to come. Hope you fuck-tards saved some money for the long winter.

Also note: Nobody should be employing your students....they are all worthless and lazy.

Its going awesome.

I ordered some new products, and they have been pretty awesome. The biggest winner is Sailor Jentle Ink.

Best Inks I've ever used.
They dry fast and spread like magic. its ultra thin, so it doesn't clot and kill your pens and nibs.
I guess I am promoting these sailor brand, but whatever. I like them and have made some really nice pieces with it. Too bad they wont send me some samples or something so I could review, but whatever.
I am also a huge fan of Daler and Rowney Acrylic ink. The product is thicker because it is an acrylic, but it doesn't clot nibs and brushes. An excellent medium for painting and mixes well with water.

I really love the span of colors they have, and the behavior of the inks is so smooth and flexible it can be used for masters or beginners . Highly recommended if you have the purse for it, they do cost a bit, but that's why we do construction lines in pencil so you don't waste ink.

Both inks blend well with water and other inks for a gentle color blending.
I wont be going out for Halloween tonight because I accidently hurt my hand, and I am just going to stay at home and rest.
I hope this review helps your to choose an ink for your future projects.

One hitter quitters drive me nuts.

People who have goals, then quite those goals once someone else achieves the same goals drive me absolutely nuts.
People that wake up and try to complete a task, then give up once they find out its been done already are lazy.
People who say, "today I will climb mount Everest." Then once they discover that people have climbed mount Everest already, they sob for a moment and cancel there plans for personal achievement. I don't understand this, because this mentality is destructive and insincere.
Example: A doctor works hard to find a cure for cancer, once he is about to make a break through he discovers one man who had his cancer cured...there for, in his mind ALL cancer is now cured. Does this make sense? If your going to stop once you have begun making headway, was your intent to actually solve a problem? or become famous? It seems like today the only reason people start anything is to proclaim there own greatness to the world, and not to actually do anything for the good of society. Unless its something you can post on facebook or youtube can gain internet fame, its not worth achieving.
These are extreme examples, but its seems like people are just looking for the easy way out; or a "get rich quick" scheme. There is almost no real motivation to make great achievements in this world, and anything that requires actual work is a waste of time. Its a hallmark of laziness and extreme selfishness.
I recently got into an argument with a fool online about the Jupiter probe. My argument was simply that because Jupiter is a raging ball of storms all day, there is a need for a manned space station to monitor the planet and not just a one shot probe. I made the claim that due to the constant storms and shifting of the planets surface, a probe isn't going to give adequate information, because in one of Jupiter's years the entire landscape will be altered.
There rebuttal: " The internet called and said your a moron".
Way to dodge the point, idiot. So instead of trying to rebuke or staging any debate...your run like a bitch to petty insults and playground bullshit.
My only response to his idiot comment was that he is a lazy pig, and his will is weak. He doesn't want to explore and quite frankly he is to scared to see beyond the walls of his little apartment.
I also mentioned that once you stop exploring and learning, you have ceased to function as a mature adult, then I directed him to promptly kill himself so as to stop wasting valuable space for someone who might actually want to do something. yes sir you are a one hitter quitter, and you'll always be a looser. Your family must be proud.

 

 

 

So I guess this ends my rant...or does it?

Well there is more to this then meets the eye. Because I am a freelance illustrator, and I bust my ass to provide. I see a lot of people who go into "art" claiming to be "artist". I have to say this now because I see it so much and it drives me crazy.

These are the same people who don't want to do any real hard work they figure it is easy to be "an artist". Because apparently being an artist is all about being surrounded but beautiful naked people all day, drinking wine, and having snobby intellectual debates on 'what is beauty" all day.

Sorry people but being in any field of art isn't as easy as you dreamed it is. It is hard work and suffering all day. You are miserable and surrounded by people who are trying to rob you blind all hours of the day.

I laugh when I see these people come up with something that they think is original, then they pat themselves on the back and give themselves a fancy title.

These wanna-be savants, and self proclaimed geniuses are hilarious to watch as they take something that they saw on a cartoon and try feebly replicate it, calling it an original.

You can call me a mean person, you can call me a jerk. You can tell me I am not suppose to say these things about other artist, because all art is subjective to YOU. Fine...if art is subjective then why should anyone give a damn?

I am allowed to criticize, I am allowed to speak my mind. I am allowed to be pissed off at the army of lazy bastards throwing on smocks and barrettes and promenading like assholes, having emotional fits and calling it art.

that's just my opinion. Being an illustrator is not an easy job, and I am tired of people thinking it is a fallback job that anyone can do. Like being a chief, yeah sure anyone can do it. Does that mean everyone SHOULD do it? Not really...you have great cooks and terrible cooks. Your not going to be subjective with what you put into your mouth are you?

You wont eat slop just to spare someone's feelings, are you? 

 

Dear Catholic Church, you've failed me for the last time.

I have been thinking about it for a while now. As a born again Catholic I am very disappointed with the church and there ability to reach out to members. I have to start from the beginning and tell the story as it was from the start.
About seven years ago I came back to the church from almost fifteen years of dabbling in some dark and nasty shit. Since then I have been searching for a church that can help me to except my failings, then I began to remember why I left the church in the first place. Priest ignore real issues of religious crisis. They would rather pander to the third world to be honest. Is that bad? Absolutely not...however maybe they would rather support another countries undesirables...maybe they shouldn't have there practice in North America where they are prone to ignore there own flocks pleas.
The priest here only seem to be really interested in the redistribution of wealth, and taking money from people and suckering them. This was one of my original grips about the church in the beginning, and the cause that lead me to the path of Satan. Oh yes, I worshiped the devil. I was hard core about it, I did it all. Drugs, senseless killing of animals....the works. I was hard core. I have a road map of suffering to prove my credentials to all you wanna-be's out there, just in case some smug atheist wants to make shit personal.
Then it occurred to me, that I wasn't mad at God or Jesus. I was angry with the Church. The Church shut its doors off to me, and treated me with a distain. I found god in my life seven years ago and never looked back, I talk with him on a daily basis. My life improved once I found god again, I wasn't pissed off all the time, when I was pissed off I found ways to cope and deal with my rage. Life is truly better when you do have teachings of Jesus Christ in your life, because they are simple but effective fixes.
So Why am I writing this?
I wanted to go back to church for a long time, but I am treated as an outsider. The Church is NOT as excepting as it claims to be, the priest are often self absorbed. No body wants to talk about anything, most Catholic's are not even really Catholic's. They just go for the social function, in order to stay busy.
In my searches I suddenly began to have a crisis of faith, I wasn't sure what I was doing anymore. I wanted to speak with someone to find some sort of answers. So one day I sat down and wrote a series of letters to the following churches for any answers.
Saint Marys San Francisco.
Saint Michaels N. Ireland.
Saint Andrews Canada.
In the letter I stated the following.

To (insert parish name)
My name is (me). I am a Catholic that is currently having a difficult time with my faith. I see the church taking many bizarre stances on issues that go against the teachings of Jesus Christ.
(List examples)
I need some help to understand what is going on, and why the Church and the Vatican is supporting these things. I am having a crisis of faith because these things are effecting my community negatively  and I don't think this is what God was trying to teach us.
I am loosing my faith in the Catholic Church, and so far I have not received answers to anything.
If you can not give me any answers maybe you can direct me to a church or religion that may provide one?
I hope this letter finds you well.
Sincerely.
(me)

I wrote this letter two months ago, and I have not herd back from any of them.
So the Church is Silent on my questions, and once again like 25 years ago I find the doors to the church shut off to me. I am not going to run to the devil again, this time I will consult with God directly. I read the bible and did some studying and discovered that God is not strictly the property of the Catholic Church.
So I am considering converting to the Romanian Orthodox Church, but how do I do it? I don't know anything about Orthodox Christians, and to start over this late is going to be a laborious task. Well...you gotta put the work in if you want to get something done. I am ready to make the change, and see where it takes me. I have researched it for a while now, and it might be nice to meet with some like minded people.
Well this is my blog post for the day. I wish it was more exciting, but it was something that I was flipping around in my mind. I felt like this story was important because I know a lot of people are dealing with a crisis of faith right now, as I have noticed that the Catholic Church has completely abandon its North American flock and drown there voices out. It is sad, because our voices should matter and we are truly devout people. The pope however has made it clear he has no intention of supporting us, and he intends to trample on our faith. He has forgotten himself, believing that he holds the keys to heaven...but he is only a poster child to the gates of hell. I would warn all other Catholics to be wary of this pope, for he goes against the teaching of Christ and he panders to what is popular and not the practical. He is also willing to abandon his flock in a moments notice, to aid those who would slaughter his flock. You have been warned.

Nothing seems to work.

Trying to get published is such a pain in the ass. I've been waiting to print my book now for 4 to 5 weeks, and nothing but excuses.
Printers are out to lunch, I have two books waiting to be printed...everything is awesome....no its not.

So once I have decided I am going solo. I will be publishing, because frankly I am tired of being held back.